Word by Word

Creating myself one word at a time.

Row 80

Row 80It only figures that with the start of NaNoWriMo, something I’ve planned to do for two months, would come some of the busiest work days requiring travel. With the death by water of my iPhone and a few other well-timed calamities have me questioning my relationship with the universe. But, I will overcome!

Hyperbole aside, I have been pushing myself to write even when I would rather curl up and stare at a wall. I checked into a hotel on Monday and have spent at least an hour and half each night writing before I go to bed. Prepare yourself for a little bragging. I finally went over 10,000 words last night. A lot of that was thanks to my dear friend Niki and the Twitter writing sprints we were doing.

I’ve also muscled past some murkier scenes that were tough. They aren’t perfect, but they are on the page now and can be revised later. Irony of all ironies, they were the scenes that had the least detail when I outlined. You know the ones.

“The two people deepen their relationship, things happen.”

Thank you, past Courtney, that is ever so helpful.

In terms of my ROW80 goals, writing is going well. I’ve spent at least three hours, maybe more, writing so far and we still have more week to come. I’m feeling good about the NaNo progress and have even padded the word count some in case the universe continues to wreck disaster on me. I may need to sacrifice something or say a few penitent prayers.

Obviously, I haven’t been home, so I’ve had quality Facetime conversations with my kids only and I look forward to actually hugging them tonight.

Exercise…well, if one achieves all of one’s goals then there is nothing left to strive for, right?

Row 80

Row 80It has begun in full force. I’m not sure I was ready for all the blogging posts about it, tweets about it and emails. There was no ignoring NaNo was upon us. I started out strong on Friday. Worked for about five hours and got 3,500 words.

Then Saturday happened. It was like the universe was trying to discourage me! My phone took a swim. Normally, I could deal with it. However, I’m about to leave on a three-day business trip and was not comfortable driving without it. I spent the rest of Saturday running around trying to replace it and get all the errands run. I was very grumbly by the end of the day.

Today, though, I found the ability to move beyond and got another 4,000 or so written on the novel. When I counted it all up I was at about 7,900 for the three days. Not quite the 10,000 I’d hoped for, but with the way Saturday went, I’ll take it!

I’ll be spending the next couple of nights in a hotel room. There is no excuse for no productivity there, right?

Row 80

Row 80I cannot seem to remember that today is Wednesday. All day I’ve thought it was either Tuesday (God forbid) or Thursday. I looked everywhere in my son’s school bag for his Thursday folder. Shocker. It wasn’t there because it is Wednesday.

My ROW80 post on Sunday got a lot of comments and words of encouragement from my fellow writers. Thank you! As some of you pointed out, I was being hard on myself.

I had a huge epiphany on Monday. HUGE! My week started in Arkansas on Monday. It was a work day trip. As I was driving home, I decided to turn on some music. Ray LaMontagne’s album “Trouble” sounded like a good idea and I am so glad I chose it. The song “Forever My Friend” came on and just like that the whole ending of my book unfurled in front of me.

Visualizing the ending of your book is huge, but when you’ve been wrestling with it for years, well, it’s massive.

The rest of this week, so far, was spent further developing my outline. It now has an ending!

Needless to say, I’m feeling very accomplished at the moment. I’ve also been working hard to maintain balance with my family life. We went to my son’s Kindergarten musical last night. It was fabulous. They were dressed in 50’s costumes.

This will be my last pre-NaNo post. It’s amazing to think that when I post on Sunday I will have three days of NaNo writing under my belt.

Wish me words! And good luck to my fellow NaNoers.

Boredom quote

Boredom quoteThere was one phrase my sister and I used as children that would make my mom crazy.

“Mom, I’m bored.”

Seriously, she’d go through the roof. Her problem with the phrase? As a child, I had no idea what her problem was. I mean, all my toys were played with. There were no friends around. I was only allowed an hour of TV a day.

As an adult and mother, well I get it now. Let’s list the myriad things around a house that always need to be done. Cleaning, laundry, cooking, cleaning, laundry, cleaning. I know I listed things more than once, but it feels like they are always there. Always there! Not to mention all of the fun things a parent would like to do if they could ever get through the aforementioned list. It is infuriating to hear a child say they are bored when all you wish you could do is sit in a quiet room and read a book. Is that so much to ask for? I think not!

Sorry, I’m getting sidetracked. The other day I was sitting in a class and the topic of conversation was modern entertainment and amusement. The class was asked to focus on the types of entertainment that we spend most of our time consuming. Eventually, we discussed whether modern generations have an expectation of amusement and entertainment. I wouldn’t even hesitate to answer that question with a hearty “yes.”

The word “boredom” wasn’t even introduced until 1852 by Charles Dickens in the novel “Bleak House.” Prior to this, the word “bore” was used, but not boredom. There was a French word used to describe something akin to boredom, ennui. This word was in use as early as 1732, but the meaning is more concerned with a feeling of weariness or dissatisfaction and that is very different, in my opinion, than boredom.

So, what creates boredom for people? It is the “restless through lack of interest” part of the definition that is key to me. Are the modern generations just less interested in things in general? Less curious? Or, as we age, do we lose our sense of curiosity and wonderment?

How sad if this were the case. The whole conversation got me to thinking about how I raise my own children. How can I encourage my own kids to care about things and to go deeper than the surface level?

I’d love to hear from others on this topic? Do you agree that modern society, as a whole, is bored from a lack of interest in the world around them?

Row 80

Row 80My week this week was…unproductive to say the least. Long days at work and many family events during the evenings. It’s making me a little nervous with NaNo coming and things only getting busier. It’s just the time of year when things go into warp speed.

We’re also mid-birthday party planning for the boy child. He’s going to be the big SIX years-old. I thought we were going for a Scooby Doo themed party, but he’s now changed his mind and wants a soccer themed party. I figure a soccer cake, some Gatorade and I can just throw them outside with a soccer ball. That’s a good party, right?

So, what have I accomplished towards my ROW80 goals this week? Well, I’m not sure I got a full five hours of work done. However, I’ve been reading Donald Maas’ book “Writing the Breakout Novel” and had a few insights for the NaNo novel. As a matter of fact, the person who never outlines, has actually developed an outline of sorts!

I’ve also been connecting with some of my fellow NaNoers from the Oklahoma City area and have plans to attend some write-ins throughout November. Check to NaNo prep!

The coming week will be challenging with work travel and a Kindergarten musical program where my child, dressed as The Fonz, will sing. I can’t wait for that. I have taken off this Friday to spend the day writing. More to come!

Row 80

Row 80I can’t believe we’re already two weeks in and only two weeks from the start of National Novel Writing Month. Crazy!

Tomorrow I return to a semi-normal schedule with the kids going back to school and I to work. While I’m feeling the pressure to be ready with my research and novel prep by November 1, I do feel good about the progress that I made during my long weekend.

I spent a lot of Thursday, Friday and today working on research. I have now made it through most of my research materials. There are a few very specific questions I have and need to look those up, but at least I know what I’m looking for. I have no doubt that I spent way more than five hours on novel prep this week and it shows with all the notes I’ve got jotted down.

Saturday was spent with my kids on a Fall Break field trip to the Chickasaw Cultural Center in Sulphur, OK. It was so much fun! I have some thoughts and pictures coming soon on that trip. We happened to go during their Fall Festival and on an absolutely gorgeous Oklahoma fall day. Quality family time had by all!

My husband and I have synchronized our alarm clocks, so first thing in the morning we will be doing our walk. I need to remember to dress warmly. It’s supposed to actually freeze tonight.

Arcadia Falls
Arcadia Falls

I listened to “Arcadia Falls” published by AudioGo and narrated by Jen Taylor.

There is something about mythology that I love. It’s always been that way. Greek, Norse, Native American, Egyptian. I love them all. And, I think, that is one of the things I love best about “Arcadia Falls” by Carol Goodman.

This story has all kinds of myths, fairy tales and legends built into it. There are so many, I would argue that they almost become a third plot, which when you combine with the other two can become a little overwhelming. I don’t want to get ahead of myself though, so first a synopsis.

“Arcadia Falls” tells the story of Meg Rosenthal, recently widowed and impoverished, as she tries to make a life for herself and her daughter, Sally. Sally is your typical angst-ridden teenage girl. Meg and Sally are moving from the New York City area to a remote upstate boarding school, Arcadia, focused on the arts.

Things quickly heat up when on their first night at the school a student, Isabelle Chaney, falls to her death from a ledge overlooking an ominous ravine, which will come to feature heavily throughout the book.

The second plot to this book is introduced when Meg finds out that Isabelle’s death is eerily reminiscent of Lily Eberhardt’s death in the 40s. Through some of Meg’s investigation she finds out there was a strange love triangle between Lily and two other artists at Arcadia when it was an artist’s colony. Goodman introduces Vera Beecher, the owner of Arcadia and school’s founder, and Virgil Nash, another artist who fancied Lily his muse.

Forest

Photo by Benjamín Jarčuška

Goodman weaves Meg’s present day story, Lily’s historical story and the many myths together into a very rich whole. One of my favorite things about this book is the rich imagery. She turns the forest surrounding Arcadia into an ominous character in its own right. You can feel the darkness, the cold and the total creepiness of the woods.

One of the things I struggled with as I listened to the story though were the huge number of characters. Not only did I have to remember who all the present day teachers and students were, but I also had to remember all the historical characters and then the mythological characters. With so many characters, it was hard to really connect with too many of them.

For example, Meg’s love interest in the book is Sheriff Callum Reade. I just never did seem to care about him that much and there were pieces of him that never added up for me. The other character I wished I could have cared about more was the school’s dean, Ivy St. Claire. They all just seemed a bit like shadows you could never quite get a solid look at.

I had a sneaking suspicion that some of this might have been because of the narrator of this audio book. I struggled with all of her voices she created for the characters. It may have been easier if she had simply read the book and not given everyone their own voice. Sheriff Reade’s was hard for me to find smoldering, if you know what I mean.

Goodman created a fabulous atmosphere in “Arcadia Falls” and it was one I was willing to explore. I just wish I’d had the ability to connect better with the characters.

 

The Sound and the FuryThe goal with these Throwback Thursday blogs, to this point, has been to reminisce about books I’ve loved through the years. I’ve thrown in everything from pretty mainstream fiction to classic. But, all the books have had one thing in common: I liked them. Or rather loved them.

Well, today brings something a little different: a book that I read, because I was required to, and thoroughly hated. We all have these books and, as art is subjective, some may love the book I’m about to write about. Others may be in the same boat with me.

Let’s talk about “The Sound and the Fury” by William Faulkner. I know this is classic Southern literature. I know it’s on those “100 best” lists. I know all of that and I really tried to like it, but I just couldn’t.

The assignment to read this Faulkner tale came in my American Lit class in college. There is some Southern lit I do like. Flannery O’Connor is one example. I had high hopes for this book, because the very title comes from my favorite Shakespeare play “Macbeth.” And not just from the play, but from Macbeth’s famous soliloquy that gives me chills every time I read it!

“Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day

To the last syllable of recorded time,

And all our yesterdays have lighted fools

The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!

Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player

That struts and frets his hour upon the stage

And then is heard no more: it is a tale

Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing.”

Chills I tell you! And the key to why I dislike “The Sound and the Fury” is right there in those lines. It is a tale told by idiots. I could just never care about Faulkner’s characters. The only one who really captured me was Benjy Compson and this was because the poor child was mentally challenged and his family was horrid. But he was about the only one.

The treatment of Caddy Compson in this work also bothered me. She was a woman trying to make her way in a decaying society—post-Civil War South. Part of my problems with this book probably stem from my own frustrations with that society. However, I also took issue with Faulkner’s never really giving her a voice of her own, defining her by her male family. And, well, that was probably the reality for many women.

When Quentin commits suicide I just threw the book down and wondered if I could fudge on my exam without reading the rest. I was so frustrated with him that he took the easy way out and didn’t stick around to protect Caddy or Benjy.

What I should really do is try reading it now that I’m more than 10 years older. The characters and work may strike me differently than they did then.

Let’s leave the characters for just a minute and deal with the way Faulkner told this tale though. There were sentences that lasted for what felt like a page. The book moved from present to past and back in a way that left me reeling. I’d just read “The Sun Also Rises” by Hemingway when I read Faulkner’s work. I’m just not a long, convoluted sentence kind of person. Say what you mean and mean what you say.

And this is the lesson I left “The Sound and the Fury” with. Give me simple, straightforward writing. That is also how I prefer to write.

I’m sure there are many out there who love this classic piece of literature. I’m actually very curious about that. Please comment and tell me your thoughts on this book.

Row 80

Row 80It is now Thursday. I missed the ROW80 midweek check-in on Wednesday, but I have good reason! My Internet connection was out all day. ALL DAY! I was saved from total Internet isolation by my iPhone, so I could at least check all the social media sites.

There is a theory that I’m putting together. Stay with me for a minute. I was able to finish about six hours of research yesterday and finally made my way through this massive research book. I think my lack of Internet yesterday may have actually helped me be productive! It’s still just a hypothesis.

So, I got my five hours of working on the book done for the week on Wednesday. This was good because Monday I worked a 12 hour+ day and Tuesday I was too exhausted to do much. I am off until Monday, so I have high hopes to get more work done.

The other goal over the next couple of days is to get some NaNo prep going. I have a few things I need to get on paper and see where I am.

Eating with kids every night is happening! Exercise, not so much. With that, I think I’ll see if the kiddos want to go for a walk.

 

Row 80

Row 80I learned a very important lesson this weekend. You can sing every word of Coolio’s “Gangsta’s Paradise” like it’s 1995, but that doesn’t mean you can still party like you’re a junior in high school.

My friends and I hit a local club to hear My So Called Band, who covers 90’s music. We danced. We sang along. We were out way later than I normally am. I mean I didn’t even leave my house until 9:30. Okay, I’ll stop here because I’m beginning to reveal just how close I am to becoming a Golden Girl.

As you might imagine, a very late night led to a late start the next morning. However, I can tell you that I exceeded my five hours of working on my book this week. I think it ended up at about six or seven hours. It still doesn’t feel like enough. However, I’m off three days this week and have high hopes for the free time. Part of that will be prepping for NaNo, which is coming so soon!

I also got to spend a lot of time with my kids at dinner and hanging out on Saturday afternoon. This week is also their fall break, so lots of quality time this week too.

Hard to believe that the first week of ROW80 is already over. Looking forward to even more progress this next week.